A Afraid Of Unleashing Myself Poem by Richard Sandoval

Life is tough you don’t know how long you live
You can die any day
My life is hard
I want to unleash my anger but I am afraid of it taking over
If I unleash my fury I would but people in danger and me in danger
I want to unleash my pain but I am afraid to
I don’t want to be made fun of or rejected
I want to unleash my truth
But the truth may hurt people or even me
I can hold in things for an little long but I may come out
And I am saying that there may be nobody that can stop me
I don’t want to love because of what I have seen in my life
I am afraid to hurt the woman I love
I don’t want to love
Love will make me soft and weak
I want to say strong and over come the fear of hurting someone
But If someone pushes me to far I will kill
There is nothing to it you stay strong I will never give up
My strength, my Fear and Hate Keeps me moving
Love will never put me down love will never come to
Me until I want it and love is the least of my problems
I one thing I fear the most of giving my heart and be shut down
My fists are nothing but trouble and one day they are going to be my ticket to jail I am not unleashing anything to anyone for a long time.