Dedicated to Tajanik Thompson
You were to precious to let the world take your joy
I should not remorse but my heart is weak
I love you seemed so hard at times
when the words should of poured from my lips just as easy as he wind blew.
Uneasy moments were easy to scorn but joyous were exceptionally hard to acknowledge
I would retreat to my own dwellings selfishly
but it was our home we both shared
My tears constantly flow till I weep he taste of salt while I dream the dream of your laughter, cries, fears and love
only to wake to emptiness and frustration
Turning back the hands of time seems so far fetched
but my yearning to give you the life you deserve will make it an accomplishable goal
You see when a mother loves someone as I do you
dreams become reality and the unreachable just a bliss of imagination
My first born
you are
My light
you made me see
Till God takes all sickness, death and war
I'll search for you till he say's 'No More'
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
this is extremely sad....im not sure if i fully quite understand...did you actually lose your child to death or have you just not connected in a long time...either way..i hope you find peace..