Long I keep these pains inside my heart
Since childhood, in my early age
And though it may be easy to forget
And forgiveness lies behind those tears
The scars still cannot be erased
My heart is full of pains,
A book has its final page
I tried not to mind them
Because I know they will only give me wounds
But I’m just a human
And I was born with emotions
The sun rises, and water is not always cold
So my heart explodes,
Giving a flaming birth of anger
I feel lonely, I’m full of sorrows
How can I face these miseries?
Will I close my eyes and dream that they are gone?
Resisting the heartaches, pretending I’m strong?
When my parents shout on me, I make myself quiet
Their words are sharper than swords
It can darken and harden my heart and mind
But I just make them fade before I sleep
They may say that it’s for my growth
Yes, I know but it’s not a right way
I am emotionally tortured and there
Were times that I wish to die
I wish I belong to a happy family
With a loving mother and father
Wearing beautiful smiles on faces,
Cherishing every moment of the blissful home
You are lucky, you’re not like me
Laying on the bed with crying eyes,
Why they treat me like a toy?
I can no longer endure the
Abusiveness of cruel minds!
I have no freedom, happiness is
Just a fantasy
They gave me no right, I cannot fight
For I am weak and just a child
So now, I will end this travail,
I am committing suicide.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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