A Day Of My Life Poem by Sweta Leena Panda

Like everyday one day I wake up early in the morning,
Smile at the rising sunrays
some little birds were sitting on my window step,
& started to sing a beautiful song in their language
It was the starting phase of my day
I wanna make my day more beautiful with beautiful thoughts.
That's why I take water first feels the water tastes like sweet
Then jumped in the water & wanna to stay drunk all the time
then I took some food & started my writing according to my mood
I saw the sky, it was sunny day
Some thoughts came across in my mind then my pen start writing
I wanna sing my heart out to the wide open spaces
I wanna sing my heart out to the infinite sea
I wanna sing my vision to the sky-high mountains
I wanna sing my song to the free.
I wanna bathe with in the deep blue sea
I wanna stay happy like this forever
Then suddenly some thoughts came across in my mind
Then I stop writing for some time
The Bitter sweet Memories
Which I wanna say to Good-bye.
I'm so afraid to love someone, but more afraid to lose
once there was a darkness, deep & endless night
someone gave me everything he had
Yeah he gave me light
& I will remember that
However everything was fake
I've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter
however my hearts gets weak
&
My thoughts seem to scatter
it's difficult to forgive but I have to
Even if he don't love me anymore.
But I can do one thing
Forgive & forget that matter for forever
If I'll live I would only be in my way
If my future's looking dark
I the ones who have to shine
If there's no one to control me
I the ones who draw the line
Though I know that time has wings
I the ones who have to fly alone
then my eyes fall on the endless sky
It was covered by black cloud at the evening
Then one thing comes across in my mind
Our life is like this nature
Sometimes it's sunny & sometimes it's cloudy
& it inspired me to look at life from both sides now
from up and down
&
Still somehow life is full of illusions
I really don't know life at all.
Some thoughts still make me worry
Is this the real life
No escape from reality
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
I feel I m Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Some thoughts further delight me
Whenever I think my about my mother & father
Which give me hope to live further?
Which show me light in my dark mind?
I have to open my eyes
Look up to the sky
I'm just a simple girl
&
I need no sympathy
because I'm easy come, easy go
Little high, little low
anyway the struggle doesn't really matter to me
&
I have to show the world
That I also could do anything better
Then people gonna treat me better
I am gonna find, yes I'll
My day came to end
&
I promised to myself
My thought & my principle will never be changed
I may be simple & not soft
I may be poor but hunger of money not
I may be helpless but I can help anyone who wants
I may be in pain but I never give other the feel what I got
I'll be kind, soft, helpful which is my principle
Which I have to keep till my last

Then I slept with this thought