A Feeling Poem by Hakima Smaali

don't know what this I'am feeling
when that name I'm hearing
like never befor my heart is beating
with no reason I'm smiling
with no meaning
relief I'm feeling
greatly I'm breathing
clueless ideas appearing
but for the thing that I care
I found no reason
hard I've been trying
to stop my soul from crying
to stop believing the lies

total darkness all around
sun rise I'm messing
silence, abcense of any sound
loud loughs on my own I'm creating
no one is here, no croud
this impty life, I'm changing
filling it with my pry
not with with people I'm hating
I'm my life's king
I'm the one with the crown
no one else will rule
me or nothing is staying
no law but mine
no line but my line
all wil move and act by my sign
the thoughter, the poets
will no longer obey for their logic
now it's the time for my magic

no love no pain
no misery just gain
it's the game of the devils
not made for a saint
no lies,
no one, nothing can clame
no trouble, no ackes
no looking for the one to blame.