A Fumbling Reminescence Poem by feroz rather

I LOVED YOU A WORLD,
I LOVED YOU MORE THAN THIS WORLD,
THIS WORLD WAS DIFFERENT AND DISTANT
FROM OUR IDYLL; A BEAUTIFUL WORLD.

YOU WERE MY HOME AND MY HEART,
YOU WERE MY HEART'S HOME,
AND MY HOME'S HEART,
MY SAFETY, WARMTH AND CONCERN,
MY HOME AND HEART INTURN,

NOW AWAY FROM YOU, MY LOST LOVE
I'M NO MORE WITH YOU,
AND EVERYTHING IS LOST,
MY WARM NEST; ROAMING IN
THE PROFUSION OF ACQUANTANCES,
NOBODY CARES FOR ME,
AND I DARE TO CARE FOR NO ONE,
MY HEART IS LOST IN
THE DUST AND DIN
OF THIS WILD WIL CONFUSION.

I MISS YOU, SOMETIMES I SUPPOSE
BUT AM I SURE, HOW CAN I PROPOSE!
LOVE, IT HAS BEEN THEN, AND EVERYTHING,
LOVE, IT'S NO MORE NOW, AND NOTHING,

SOMETIMES I HAPPEN TO THINK,
YOU HAPPEN TO THINK ABOUT ME?
BUT, .........................
THINK, WHY YOU SHOULD?
THINK, WHY SHOULD I?
WHEN THERE IS NOTHING TO LOSE,
WHY I MOAN, WHY YOU SIGH?

I HAVE NO REGRETS,
NOT SUCH A LUXURY,
YOU ARE NOT TO BE BLAMED,
YOU HAVE NEVER CLAIMED
THE GIFT OF MY MISERY

FORGIVE US ALL, MY LORD
FORGIVEN; YOU AND ME
THOUGH I'M NOTHING TO THEE
YOU are MY PAST,
A PART OF MY BEING,
AND A LOT UNTO ME.

SEE,
THROUGHOUT TO you I ADRESS,
SOME WOUNDS BLEEDING AFRESH,
ARE CRYING FOR A HEALING REDRESS,
BUT WHY SHOULD I ASK YOU! ! ! !
YOU ARE AWAY, distanced FROM ME,
YET I FEEL, BE NAKED TO YOU
MY WOE AND WEAL,
I FEEL MORE THAN ASKING,
AND FEEL EVEN MORE THAN THAT.