A Human's Camouflage Poem by I wish to be Anonymous

Last winter I lured you in,
To peel down your skin with me.
I knew to keep the blade facing up,
And flayed you while your back was facing me.
Sorry I lied, you just didn't notice,
I had worn your skin so many times already.

I stitched the pale flesh together,
Even dropping clues for you!
How could you not have known?
I did this for all of you!

Please, this is definitely not
Just all there is?
What do you speak of,
This disfigurement; all for nothing?

Mash me back to my original self,
And search for me among minced meat.

Look into this mirror,
Actually, I wanted to be like this,
Nope, I lied again,
Oops, my mistakes are blended into me.
I didn't want to laugh as
your muscles gave out,
vehemence oozing to your feet.

I love you all so much.

So I will keep stabbing for more,
Grasp at fleeing blood,
And smear it all over my body,
Sew shut censorious eyelids,
So don't look at me.

I'm not the perpetrator, and you are not the victim,
They say blood is thicker than water
I know they'll let me.