A Painful Tear Poem by Invisible Scouser

I had a dream, that you had died
I woke with a scream, i cried and cried.
my heart beats heavy, eyes sore and red
as i lay there sobbing, on my bed.
I've had this curse, since you passed away
the same painful dream, night and day.
I sit and wonder, whats left for me
a life of pain thats all i see.
a lonely life of feeling blue
i now realise what i have to do.
to join my love up in the sky
I'll end my life, no more i'll cry