A Resurrected Faith In Love Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

My hearts been battered and torn apart
It's slowly healing and resurrecting its self
Yet why does the suffocating past
Seem to rear its ugly head
Again and again
Why can't I escape from my pain?
Is it always going to be the same?

Will I run and will I hide
Trying to figure out what's right
So I'll cower beneath the darkness
And I'll cry for someone to case away
The sorrow that seem to swallow my soul

Will the light caress my face
Bring me back to my happy place
Will the love destroy the darkness
Or will I fall to past mistakes

Why does love seem to be taboo
Why can't we have any clue
As to how to deal with the turmoil
That seems to be carried behind loves embrace

With the feeling of a new emotion
Why does fear have to cloud devotion
Constantly reevaluating every situation
Instead of following the flow of fate
Are we damned to be confused
To never allow life to unfold
Do we constantly have to question our life
Can't we live for the spare of the moment

Forget this way of constant let down
Forget the fear of being condemned to pain
I want to live and feel nature around me
To embrace my emotions rather than push them aside
So I'll make the example and change my ways
I'll embrace who I am today
No more pretending and no more hiding
It's time for the world to see the true me

Love me for who I am and I'll return the favor
Cross me and feel my wrath
But allow me to expose my self to you
And you will truly understand how I feel
How much my heart burns for you
How the distance makes me home sick
You are my soul, my other half
You complete me in so many ways
Like a puzzle that fits together
You are my one and only

So here's to plunging into fates hands
Here's to taking a real chance on love
You have all of me to do as you will
To love or to break but the choice is yours
I'll hold all faith in you to love me
So please don't be the one to let me down