Kellyn, A Grau

I string together the memories of a once beating heart
The strings pull forth the ability to feeling again
I search for words to describe how I feel once more
Yet nothing comes to mind as you lead me to your door
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Forget me not was always my favorite game
Desolation was always my best friend
I grow a little colder as the days cross to weeks
My eyes get a little redder as the tears turn black
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My bloody eyes to cry at night
and i cant stand to see the sight
of mourning souls and dying dreams
cause everything is loosing its seams
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Tainted by the sight of your frame
The way your touch makes me insane
I carve for more each time you awake
I want you to steal me and then you may take
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I told him not to go that he would only fall
the tears poured from his eyes as he begged me not to call
I wanted to embrace him and be the one to catch him if he fell
but he was the only one who could ever tell
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One moment I am noticed by every one
The something happens and everything's done
My hearts stops beating and I cant hear its song
My eyes filled with tears and I knew I didn't belong
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My mind races on the times
We have spent together
Holding hand in broad daylight
Whispering I love you
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Take my arm and I’ll be your back bone
Take my eyes and I’ll see the truth
That’s locked before a dead end road
But I’ll unlock the door to show you the way
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My hearts connected to the gas tank
My foots glued to the petal
I'll drive into the darkness
To never see the light
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My touch dose nothing to your heart
My eyes hold something but you’re so blind
There is something great before you
Yet you choose not to see it
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Let’s take a walk back to the past
Open our eyes to what was once so strong
Remember the days when we were good friends
And would laugh about the stupidest things
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It’s been a long time, sense I confessed anything
I turn to the mirror and look inside of me
The cracks are lessening and the broken pieces are coming together
The light is barley shining but I am starting to feel its warmth
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The night fades in and out of focus
And I count stars just to preoccupy my self
So I can't hear the whimper in your voice
The night draw out all your blood
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My hopes were back, and my heart filled again
I was happy to hear your voice once more
Months had gone by and I had yet to see that smile
The one that always took away my pain
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My heart flows upon the wings of the wind
Its power building up and wishing to burst free
The emotions stirring, yet fearing to taste words
Why dose love have to be so confusing and so demanding
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A twisting fate, crossed by my hands
A retched life becoming extinguished
The blood soaking into my skin
And the colors becoming more distinguished
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I love you but I hate it
My hearts become so jaded
A mixture between love and pain
Which one is the right choice to explain?
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Maroon blossoms leave their mark in the air
Fingers strike the petals while I sit and stair
Heart wanders off on an unknown sea
The shadows swarm and love to touch me
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Convert the light into life taking pain
Destroy your happiness and make you insane
Take your bloody knife away from my craving wrists
Open the darkness and be engulfed by the mist
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How could the clouds betray my heart
why did the sorrow have to tear me apart
why did you leave me to die all alone
you know i could never do this on my own
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