A Series Of What If's? Poem by Shantel Novley

Left out in the dark with nothing but memories
wanna fight against your feeling to block me out
you've fought me off before and let me shatter
was a child in repair when u came in again and ripped me apart.

I have no strength or life in me at the moment to fight back
you win again, and tear me in two
u claimed u loved but chose them and let me stray
u claimed to care but let me go

ur the love of my life and had come back just to run again
I care for u in so many ways
I have always shared and been there
But seemed not to be enough.

Don't know what to do.
Let u run and hide or bring u back
I just wanna be able to show u wat real love is.
But what if I fail, I fall: (