Cry For U Poem by Shantel Novley

You keep away, pushed away everything that's dear, and you cant see I'm still here after everything I had feared. U make me angry, u make me confused, u make me die inside and after all of that I still care for you. People have made me fear this day was near, that I would be here with nothing but tears and fake smile and no cheer.

U gave up on a love so deep that could've been amazing, you dropped out at the start to lead me on a desperate path, not knowing which way to turn, to follow my heart or to fall apart. U got my heart and ripped it apart till there was nothing near. U left me in a darkened room and gave me everything to fear.

As I lay here in all fear thinking of what could have been, u look for that other one that u love dear. U gave me away like I meant nothing in the world, not fighting to keep nor crying in pain for me, rather you fight for something not real nor a love that will keep u fearful of loosing that one chance of a love that is real.

I could of given u this but I had no chance, for you took advantage of this love and played it like a game, u left it go to long and fiddled with my brain till u took everything that I thought was real, turned it into a game field. I beg of you to think hard and figure what u think would be right, to turn away from a love that isn't real or to fight for something that could be so much more.