After Life Poem by Kin Tor

This is the river im drowning in. -This is the puzzle and its incomplete.
This is the rhythm, this a heart. A penjulum without a beat.
This is the afterlife of you....the drunk menashatwa.

Im numb....but its clear....
Im scared but ive lost my fears.
The tears are scared to flow and show, but ive learned to let go.
Now im free and not blind..now i can see.
Now im healed ive lived it thru.
You thot i'd never let go of you.
you were wrong....my hearts stronger and deep down i always knew.
im n o cmoming back, no not this time.