Never Again Poem by Kin Tor

So many people around yet...this feeling isnt shaking.
Alive in my mind but dead on the surface.
Your the flame that burns and scars my memories.
Your the reason i hold back because trust is delicate.
To change my life, dreams, values....the reason is you.
Its been a while since ive been whole
Its been a while since ive been here
its been awhile but im still not lonely wen im alone.
He says he loves me but i thnk of you and i cant trust.
He says im amazing but i think of you and i doubt
He says im everything but i think of you and i just dont listen...
they say im lucky..
Bt they dont know the real me....that side of me im afraid of too...
I live wildly i live freely but these chains of the past wont fully let me go.
Im the child scraping my knees for falling for you.
Fell off your swing of lies.....Il climb and soar...ill dig and burry. Im not one to speak my insides but i willl comver my outsides.
Lesson learned..Never again.