Alien Visitor Poem by Lodigiana Poetess

I want to see through walls...behind drapes...beyond
Shutters.
To hide.
To close my eyes and enter a dream realm
To not see them.
Time eases nothing, fear always tangible.
Tightened knots of anticipated impotency
clawing at my sanity,
edging me closer to the impenetrable void …
Each time I see them.
Unanswered questions with sibylline intent and perplexing silent menace
Uninvited threshold to my sacrosanct thoughts,
Are they still mine or theirs imposed?
Why do I see them?
Why me? Not you..just me?
Almost forgetting some nights what can attend- to sleep, fitfully always,
But ever cognizant to their unrestrained, unwelcomearrival
To wake, unbidden, enveloped in noiseless silence.
Movement impossible, heart thundering, panic rising,
screaming silently, uncontrollably…'leave me! Leave me! Go….
Shapes forming through solid mass, impossible, unreal, but there...
Always unable to deflect my sight from the emotionless, fathomless
blackness of thosehypnotic eyes, penetrating my mind until
I have, again, become them….