Lots of worries, so many thoughts
Death happening one after another
Wondering who is going to be next
Why is this happening right now?
Trying to have a good time
Finally enjoying myself for once
Then something always makes it change
Death, stress, heartbreak, always happening
Knowing nothing I enjoy myself
Hanging out with friends, ignoring the pain
Then boom something adds on to it
I have had enough of the pain
First my dad, then my nana passes away
Told I have no family and living homeless
Boom it hits, the heartbreak that tore me away
So i start having a good time trying to forget
He comes back trying to change
Everything thats been happening
Stressing me out causing me problems
Then death strikes the family again
Sitting here realizing something
I need a break from all this
But when will I get a break
I really cant handle much more
Screaming and crying inside
I dont know what to do anymore
I dont even know how to handle this
Crying, screaming, begging, I cant do this
So used to having my nana
I beg for her to come back
She always knew what to do
But now she's watching over me
Always there to help me anytime
Now she's gone I'm completely lost
I'm always going to miss her
I beg for her to come back
Screaming and crying inside
This cant be happening to me
Please just say its all a dream
I'll wake up so it ends please
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem