All You'Ve Taught Me Poem by Veronica Scavillo

You've taught me this everlasting pain
Strung together by these lies
Chained to the darkness from day one
This is how I've lived my life

You've seen the markings of my favorite blade
I've never hidden them from your view
So was my cry for help done in vain
Because my scar's will always hold the truth

This has become my reality
One filled with pain and agony
Just show me the what it's like to live
So maybe this dagger won't hurt me

Gripping the blade as my nightmares unravel
I've become lost in this darkness
Trying to grab hold of the final pieces of my life
I slowly become aware that my beginning is my end

Drowning in my own self misery
Nothing will help me heal
I wish that just once you were there for me
But only in my deepest fantasies
And when I'm gone
Will you ever stop and think that
My death is your fault....?