Alone Poem by May N

again and again this happens
chilling cold shoulders, harsh glances
no words but painful actions
that hurt more that anything you say

a million thoughts cross my mind
filling my soul with sorrow
questions are said then left unanswered
memories die along with my being

when you have no friends, just enemies
who are you to turn to?
when you can't even brush it off
as the problem lingers in your mind

then this turns into a predicament
when even you question yourself
when everyone is against you
how do you please them?

when friendships are destroyed
and there are gaps of chill between us
would you ever regret your actions?
would you really even care?

when time passes and we're older
would you even remember me?
or would you lead a hateful life
as I imagine you to have?

so many questions but no answers
not even time can tell with us
at the moment only hate seethes
a boiling emotion made only for you

i've lost many things already
though my life has yet to start
you'll just be added to the growing list
of things that i'll get over with