Alone Part 2 Poem by Ambermia Smith

She sits there alone with no feelings being shown
She looks lost with no place to go

Bullying is everything but fun
She has been called every name in the book not even missing one

Her mind use to be a place where she would escape
But it seems to turn into a place where even about herself she would discriminate

They always said repeat the same thing 100 times and you'll start to believe it
She saw they were right because now she don't feel as if she fits

She feels like she shouldn't be a part of this world
It seems as if around and around she twirled

Into a person even she herself didn't even recognize
She looks in the mirror and all she sees is dullness in her eyes

And not just in her eyes she felt as if the dullness reached her heart and soul
As if now within her there is one big hole

She doesn't feel anything like herself
She stopped caring for her and her health

She seemed to be losing weight everyday
And stopped sleeping because the bad dreams wouldn't go away

She seems to get worse everyday
But her mind was a mess and didn't want help

She has been cutting and told me she's thought about taking her own life
She went home and once again picked up that knife

Instead of her wrist she put it to her throat
She felt happy for once as she slid it acrossed her throat