Am Walking Away Poem by Yassar Ali

Am not going down that road again
With all the suffering and pain
What more could I do
I gave all I had to you
Why couldn’t you just see
That you meant the world me
You were meant to be my soul mate
But I soon met my own fate
You brought my world crashing down
After I thought true love was found
You never did consider what I had felt for you
Damn it’s so hard to realise that its true
True that I will never again be able to hold you
True that your gone and I don’t know what to do
I was there to stop you from falling
Yet you don’t reply to my calling
My heart skips a beat at the mention of your name
It makes me wonder could I have been to blame
But I can’t think of anything I ever did wrong
I was truly yours with love beating ever so strong
I can’t understand how you do it
Walking past me thinking your fit
You stole my heart
Then tore it apart
Leaving my fragile heart to bleed
Though it’s you not my heart that I need
I thought our love would never sink
Yet it was over before I could blink
Sometimes I cry alone at night
The pain in my heart I can’t fight
My pillow receives my tears
After you brought to life all my fears
You dragged my love through the mud
Now my tears are left to cry rivers of blood
Do you actually enjoy seeing me hurt
Laying there helpless in the dirt
You had defected my love
And push soon turned to shove
I don’t know how to explain how
But she’s scarred me for life now
I won’t learn to love again
Because it all ends in vain