An Awoken Nightmare 2/? /08 Poem by Sam Fer

That really kills the person deep inside me.
My heart feels like it was ripped out of my chest,
Then drenched with acid & alcohol.
Drenched in oh so diminishing pain.
Like being empty inside,
Like a hollow chocolate kiss on Valentines Day.
You hold it in your hand, hoping to take a wholesome solid bite.
& Under your amazement, you find yourself tricked.
By hollow nothingness.
I feel like I'm in a world, but only by accident.
I am a mistake. I'm meant to be alone.
I mean, everyone's going to leave me. Everyone always does.

'Fail at life, no one will accept you.
You're worthless, and everyone you have now,
They're only there cause they have to be.
And when you're older, They'll be free of you.'


And those were the last words I heard.
Then woken was I, from this soul-crushing nightmare.