Anticipation Of Elation Poem by Jessica Someone

I think of you and suddenly feel rejected,
Think too hard and end up feeling dejected.
You poured your heart and head out to me,
Blind with confusion, the right path you failed to see.
My heart became weaker and senselessly fell for you,
I shouldn’t have done it, and professed I loved you too.
Things between us, magic that turned disaster,
You were with her, things should’ve ended faster.
Now you’ve left me hurt, but you came out unscathed,
You promised me you, but now in tears I’ve bathed.
Occasionally my head goes numb with slight anticipation,
A remote possibility of again sharing that elation.
Realistically I realise, what I hope for will never be,
In the end all that’s left, unrequited love.. and me.