janae height

Anythings Better Then This

Ive been through so much in my life
from sleeping in a cold house with no heat or lights
scared to go to sleep and scared to awake
cause either way I just might get raped
all this stuff has turned me into a different person
when I go 2 school it dosent even feel like im learnin
cause all I wanna do iz get home
even though thats the place where I fell so alone
people dont understand the pain I fell
when will my life get better? I dont know only time will tell
people always say turn to god
but whenever I do it seems like my problems are never resolved
when I get older I want a life better then this
thats why I hope I dont die quick unlike some of these other kids
sometimes I ask myself why them and not me?
why dose god continue to let me breath?
I really dont know
so i guess ill just go with the flow
like 50 said 'death gotta be easy cause life is hard'
and i dont think better days are coming for me at all.

Poem Submitted: Thursday, December 18, 2008

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  • nature 360 (12/18/2008 9:24:00 AM)

    your emotions are from the heart of a person who wants to have faith in God but thinks too much about the problem you go through.
    At least give God some time and you will began to feel him in you and in sorrow you will be talking to him.
    I know he is the greatest and always cares for you.
    So learn to enjoy what sorrow or joy he puts your way.

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