Are You Happy? Poem by Lost Dream

the moment i looked outside to check if the light was upon me... i knew that this day would arise and show me that you were here with me! knowing that you would see my happiness, sadness or anger! .... Unfortantally... the moment i looked outside the check if the light was upon me.... there wasnt any light... i knew that this day would make me life turn inside out and show me that you are slowly moving away from me.... Knowing that one day you would see my hurtful memorize of pain!

the days went by without us knowing... and my heart grew with happiness and kept me moving for another day with you! .... Unfortantally... the days went by with us knwing... and my heart grew with sadness and kept me moving for a day to end!

the dream i used to keep in my heart filled my mind with images and memorize of your presents....all the places, sounds and thought kept me alive....wanting to show you the embracement i had! ... Unfortantally... the dreams i used to keep in my heart filled my mind with distrustion and pain of your disappearance.... all the places, sound and thought kept me from dying in tears.... wanting to keep you in my arms forever!

the past wont come back you told me... you keep me close to your heart and never wanted the past to reappear in my life! ... Unfortantally... the past came back... you throw my heart away and never wanted me to come back in your life!

the tears that fell were always wiped way with your hands and the smiles would return with laughter....unfortantally the tear that are falling are sliding off my face and the lose would return with fear of loving again!

the moment i would mention my death you would keep my mouth shut and say Nothing will happen.... trying to keep me from dying... Unfortantally the moment i mention my death you left me in the cold.... and let me die alone!

the time i waited for you and you never came i felt like you were just playing with me and still loved me no matter what... Unfortantally the time i waited for you and you never came became i sign that you seriously didnt want me in your live and you never loved me!

the night i lost everything.... i though i would get everything back... Unfortantally.... the night i lost everything i got nothing back beside pain and disowned Love!