Babel Of Emotions Poem by kaavyaa kriday

while dawdling through the streets,
while i had no control over my feet,
from dawn to dusk, from time to time,
i only hoped that the fault was`nt mine.

rivers of sorrow rushed through my eyes,
curve of my lips did`nt feel nice,
my heart was beating faster than ever,
wished to be with u nw and forever,

madness was over me, gushing through my brain,
love in my heart and fear in evry pain,
hoping sunlight, wishing for rain,
babel of emotions will make me insane,

never thought that things would turn out this way,
you had cancer..... what was there to say,
never knew you would so abruptly walk out of my life,
i was`nt good to you..... but still u stayed my side.

now the world widout u seems so lonely,
days are dragging through and time is passings slowly,
wish i could realize ur value whn u were near,
now my broken heart can but shed tears....