Back Of My Mind Poem by Ur naur

I dont understand, why do i always have to be,
like this why am i even here, theres just things i dont see
my vision turns red and my hands keep on shaking
is it really me or is it just something theyre faking?

-theres nothing wrong with you, you have to go easier on yourself
people fall out, always just believe in themself

it might be true but i never mean no harm
i mean i was understanding and polite, didnt grab them by their arm
yet its good for nothing, they attack me anyways
theres nothing i can do, im just always in the way

-you handled it well, i could say mature for your ways
dont worry my love, stop counting your ways.
if youre someone that they care for they will always come back
for it never was your fault, still they dont deserve a whack

then why did this happen? it was my fault again
if this happens one more time i might just go insane

-what happened has happened, you cant change the past
if they cant deal with it then it wasnt meant to last
youve done what you could, done as you should
what do we say? if they wanted to they would.

-now hush my dear and close your eyes
you cant fix your heart with the sound of your cries