For, Yet Poem by Ur naur

For i always try, yet i never succeed
to make you feel better, in the end you just bleed
but with your eyes masked in the flood of the red,
you cant see my soul crushed from the things that ive read

for i try to understand, yet you never could
theres a difference between trying and achieving something good
i let you do what you want, dont let me drag you down
but all you ever do is just enjoy watching me drown

for i might not be the best, yet you arent either
but at least i dont pretend while inside couldnt be meaner,
no i shut my mouth and wait, not trying to make ripples in the waves
while you just go around for me trying to dig graves

for its hard on me too, yet you just dont care
you cant expect someone, you cant even dare
to think that id stay after all that ive done
yet nothing really mattered, nothing, just none

for ive had enough, even if i still care for you
yet i cant make myself try harder, not after what weve been through