Beautiful Disaster Poem by Ashley Nichol

My mind is racing.
You are all I see.
Im head-over-heals in love with you.
Im crazy for you.
& it doesnt matter how much you hurt me, break me, disrespect me, or make me feel like a total idiot,
I still love you.
You might think Im strong,
but I just dont show the tears.
You say you love me.
You say we will be together always.
Im your true love.
Im your match.
You call me beautiful...
But all I can think of when you say that is Beautiful Disaster.
You are so perfect.
Youve got looks, personality, and the patience to deal with the ups and downs of love.
Me; ; Yeah Right! ! !
Im terrified.
I show you im strong.
But on the inside im beggin you not to go.
I dont want you to leave me. Never!
The more i say I Love You, the more I realize I would die without you.
I love you with everything I have & Im hoping, praying, & wondering if you feel the same.
I scream & cry & beg to anyone or anything that will listen.
I cant lose you again.
I thought I could handle not being with you.
I told you I was fine.
Baby, I LIED! ! ! ! ! !
I feel pain everywhere when I even think of not being able to be with you.
Nobody seems to understand.
No one sees how you make me feel inside.
So I hope you do.
Because this is it.
Im telling you...

! ! ! ♥ I LOVE YOU ♥ ! ! !