Being Me Poem by enjy yaken

i'm so tired of being me
being so lonely everyday
always lost can't find my way
feeling alone
crying on my own
having no one to understand me
to hug, to touch me, to miss me, to love me
i'm so tired of being me
i remember when i used to have this guy around
he used to love me so much
he used to stay awake when i'm sick
he used to bring me everyday a flower
he used to trust
he used to believe
he used to feel every tear
but i
i cheated
i lied
i hated
please don't ask me why
and then he said goodbye
now i'm walking on my own
just crying all alone
i'm so tired of being me