Besties Poem by Mahlubandile Phillips

We used to laugh at each other's jokes
came to you when I needed help
motivation me
we grew in too deep
the tough of you leaving me

Bestie remember your head in my shoulder
those endless photos in happiness
now when I see them I'm reminded of what I
lost
Calling your name at your houses you hated
that but loved the boy much

Now I fell for you did you know
did you recognize I couldn't call you a friend
rather honey cause only you who saw me
dying collapsing

Your lips your divine smile yes your desirable laughter I couldn't help myself
couldn't wait to see you dreams eat me trying to construct your face beauty such a never ending race

Of course my chest had to lay those words
I love you more than a friend

Darling how skyscrapers fell
first the distance between us ever expanding
then your smile you me from heaven now what's
next divine laughter how I begged your eyes
then you'd laugh now cold as the full moon

If I cried would you run back in my arms
Guess I should've known you were my begging the end am I the blame bestie save me I've lost your honey a smile will do just fine.