Bidding You Goodbye.. Poem by Tanya Roy

Bidding you goodbye..
Would be so hard..
I really never knew..
Beyond the tyranny of emotions where I lay..
All I remember afterwards is
meeting of our eyes..
Meeting, destined to be forever
was disconnected up by nature..
I didn't wanted to move an eye-contact with you..
But all I could do
at the very moment you know,
Is to turn all around from your way..
And to promise to not to look back again..
As I feared, you'll caught my eyes full of tears..
I walked away from you, imagining you looking at me..
With all your due and subtle patience
Waiting for me in return to turn around once..
Restricted by my own thoughts, I walked and walked..
Pondering over-
Was this good-bye for ever?
What about that promise-that you made-
'I'll leave you never! '
Walked straight without anywhere stucking,
until the turning point after bridge
made my heartbeat galloping..
Resisted myself harder and harder
from turning all around to look back atleast once at you..
In an never ending hope,
may my eyes catch a glimpse of you..
I turned around,
And looked throughout the bridge,
as far as I could-
beyond the horizon,
But neither there were your existence
nor you..
All I could see was that alone dove
that higher and higher flew..
Amidst the clouds and dew..
with bright moon playing hide-and-seek with it,
And stuck in the black sky with no clue..