Big Black Hole Poem by Vi Lanflagle

Back in my big black hole
All comfy and numb.

Heart is beating,
I think
I am still breathing,
I think

Can't feel
Can't tell

Numbness overcomes
and I welcome it.

Tired of trying
Just letting it go.

All is just whatever
Do I care?
Yes I do...
I think.
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Take me back to a time
when everything was right
life was in the light
and happy was my core.

Although i'm comfortable
life is in the dark
nothing is right
will i ever even see you again?

not at this rate.

Down here
in my big black hole
where nothing is nothing
and all is empty...
yet it becomes a welcome change
no smile on my face
real me.
not fake,
Not anymore.