Billet-Doux... Poem by Negus Iconel

Billet-doux
A nasty hasty day paves her way to a Calm evening
And when I drudge and see myself withering
It's you I want to share my tears with
Help me make all this worth it.

A busy me, wakes and toil for a calm evening
And when my eye sees you after all
its a harmonized ending I wished to be happening
I just wished you could help me through this moil.

I make a blank page full without words but your name.
The subconscious me sends tears through my left eye
Anytime I see people talking to their lovers without ending
The conscious me smiles and wished you still with me

Memories are the only thing I have got now.
Cos I lost the picture I painted with you inside
I never regret anything especially my vow
...will never be full with you on the outside

Never thought Love should be fought for
Was taught anything for you will calmly embrace you
Never would I have let you go if I knew you are worth dying for
Is the real you the night we had the hearty lengthy conversation?
I miss you and it's you, I am waiting for......