Black Tears Fall When Midnight Starts Poem by Guadalupe martinez

Restless at night
the full moon shining above the sky
more black tears fall
i see no cease to pain
so tired of trying
bored with pretend….
Is not what they want anymore
I don’t care what they want
I used to believed everything will be okay
I used to see a raven fly up above the sky
I used belief love was to be
But all hope was banish from
And I know because I don’t know where I stand anymore
Rain is falling in my dreams
And black tears fall from my eyes
My heart is as dark as these tears from my eyes
I’m so full with hate, pain and disappointment
I can’t help but wonder how everyone is so fake?
Say one thing but never mean half of they speak
So I’m giving in to this world of pretend…
But I don’t they all think
I want one thing
Know that I’m real
Know that I’m not one more of them
So get out of my way
Or I’ll slide your heart with the same knife he tear mine apart….
My black tears will never stop
The pain will never cease
I have learn to live this way
And pretend is all fine
Black tears fall when midnight starts…..