Blank Poem by Victoria Gauci

My mind is so blank right now,
It fails to pull a word,
I can't seem to get my attention,
My own self won't be heard,
How frustrating and mindless,
To be barren, without thought,
Trying to be creative,
Brainwaves being naught,
Just today in conversation,
I write better in deep pain,
But now I feel illiterate,
Words won't come in vain,
Seems there always needs to be,
Chaos or a crisis,
When all I really want,
Is just to somehow write this.