Bleeding is Good
It makes me feel the way I should
When I scrap myself with a needle
That's when I start to feel
It's like my boken heart is going to heal
Buit it's not
When I do it my cheeks feel hot
And if I cut ddp enough my blood wouldn't clot
When I cut myself with a knife
I feel as though I've had a good life
Like nothing can hurt me but me
As you'll soon see
When I scrap myself with a thumb-tack
It makes me come back
And like the way I act
But then I switch back
Cutting myself makes me hide
All the fear and pain I feel inside
So that's the bright side
But here's the worst
It's a curse
When you feel you have to hurt yourself the most
There's a constant fear
That you keep near
You just wish everyone would understand and hear
No one understands
So you live in denial
Until you can't anymore
You think about cutting 24/7
You don't even think about heaven
So you cut yourself again and again
And you're in your own world
Bleeding is bad
It makes you sadder and madder
But you do it anyway
Because it's the only option you have
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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The only option you have.. I really have felt that before. It's awful. This poem very nearly brought me to tears. I know how depressed you really have to be to write about something like this, cuz I've experienced it myself. I'm really sorry that you felt this way. I know it sucks.