Booze Poem by Amanda Craven

I get in a much better mood when I'm drunk.
Because I feel like my world has got me spinning, got me spun.
how come the truth releases from you when you get this way?
I just hope whatever I say doesn't drive you away.
Even though reality drifts away from you and makes you feel numb.
Sometimes the things I do make me feel so effing dumb.
Ive choose my own poison and I'm gonna stick with it.
Until you literally tell me that you want me to just quit.
I only drink to get away from all that hurts me.
But if I drink too much this poison wont set me free.
I wake up in the morning alone once again.
Just hoping that this drinking problem doesn't get too insane.
I just hope I find someone who will love me and care.
Because being a lone is something I can hardly bare.