Bound Poem by Rostaria Orion

Its hard to explain the way I feel everytime I look into your eyes.
I open my mouth to speak the truth, but I end up coming out with lies.
Its been a long game and I am tired of playing
Its been a long time and I am tired of not saying.

There so much I want to say to you, but have been bound by promises and secrets.
Is it magic?
Or is my imagination?

I have stood by as you have loved.
I wonder whether I have ever done enough.
I am person with feelings and pain
But telling you how I feel would leave me with nothing to gain.

I open my mouth to speak the truth and come out with nothing, but lies.
I am bound by your eyes.
You have this control over me and there's nothing I can do.
Except stand there as I destroy myself because I love you