Bow & An Arrow Poem by Somendra Gaur

It's been 10 months since I went to a temple,
I've dominant Donnian thoughts,
I visited your abodes because of the positivity that their aura emits,
And our chats were personal,
You were always a good listener.
May Sun keeps shining on all of them.
Always gave your pre-tasted sweets to the dogs outside,
They needed it more than me, anyday.
I feel something is dragging me underwater,
Sinking in the sea of my own un-cried tears,
But
It's not the right time for us to talk,
Or, is it?
I'm on a spree of crushing my broken pieces of heart,
Done with smiling all the time,
No time for your chimes.
Seeing that my problems need me more than these laughs,
Beautifully.
I'm running away to draw a sketch.
I want to take it all and throw-it,
It's just that I'm not enough Heroic.
Do I need to win this quagmire like Arjuna or loose in it like Abhimanyu?
What's more feasible?
It a question I'm fed of asking myself, your answers are not needed.
I've my own Creed.