Broken Poem by If I say Im lost, Would you come find me

</>My heart is broken in to pieces,
not in two easy fix pieces,
but a thousand tiny pieces.
So when i look at you and say im broken
and i doubt you could fix me.
Believe me,
but if you try and you some how succeed
I wont be able to stay,
I wont be able to look at you because you would have healed my pain, my hurt,
my life.
I would be scared and confused.
Why would you go through so much for me just cause im broken,
or i need help.
Why would you try so hard to make me happy when i never truly will be? Why do you tell me you would do anything for me and you love me?
You fixed me and made life better for a while but now that i am healed.
I cant bare the though of it.
In a twisted way you will never understand,
I feel caged,
I feel trapped because Ive opened up my heart and had you heal me. Now i want nothing more but to be broken again,
nothing more then to be alone,
to be in complete misery.
Away from the confusion and away from the fact im in with you and cant stop thinking about you