Broken Bonds Poem by Sama AlNaber

Turning back with your life's clock.... looking at what happened in your
old life...
The old fantasy... the old hope and dream
Asking herself why does she still care!
What does caring benefit her...
Wondering how many people were there to pick her up
From the broken dreams she used to have
And the answer is no one!
Every time she trusted somebody
And that somebody kept on breaking her trust
And she kept fighting and fighting to not lose the imaginary friend she
thought she is...
That somebody who hurt her... increased her pain... break her... and
still wanna blame her..
Blame her for her own mistakes.. blame her for not being there but matter
fact she was the only one there...
she kept fighting her blindness
until the day of acknowledgement came
she regretted everything...
she regretted wasting her time...
regretting every word she said..... regretting telling what does that
girl meant to her...
because she knew her weakness
her letting go problem...
Everyone now knows that she is living in the shadow of the past
under the blanket that cant get her warm!
she feels the coldness interfering her bones
keeping her Awake every time
just thinking what the hell she was thinking
how sb can lose her life in a blank of an eye....
to lose her trust in all the people around..
to live alone... and tolerate the pain of loneliness

because eventually everything has an end..
everybody will leave You alone...
Don't bother yourself by trusting anyone...
don't bother yourself by holding on
because letting go is the only choice u have...
and becoming numb is much better than be caring