Sometimes I smile,
sometimes I cry
some say I’m in denial
but I’ve just got to try.
It’s not like I’m faking,
I hope you’re not mistaken
that although my heart is aching,
the life in me has not been taken.
I’m still who I used to be,
just a little bit triggered
There’s no need to say you miss me,
the girl I used to be has not yet faltered.
The challenges I face are to be kept hidden,
to be kept to myself and never to you
Giving them away is to be forbidden,
forever keeping them true.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
And I never say her name out loud....-c