Built But Destroyed Poem by Pricilla Pui

Our friendship is just like a building
Standing firm on layers of mud and solid rock
The joys were never ending
It overcame me with no doubt

We spent much time together
As far as I could recall by the door
Our relationship got steadier
But as time passed, we were not close as before

I seemed to be yearning for every meeting
Hoping of seeing you
But no, you didn't realize anything
Never realizing that I was avoiding you

You might have known by now
But I'm not gonna tell you anything
I can't avoid you, I don't know how
Coz every second of it left me hurt and shivering

I rang you up
But you were always busy
I could only sip my coffee from my cup
And pretend that stop loving you is easy

I ignored you recently
Hoping that you would notice
But no, you didn't view things differently
Which made me wonder, how long should we be like this?

Everything is in a mess
A mess which could never be cleared up
Our friendship started because of me, I confess
Because of my problems, which you helped me solve out

For you, I meant nothing
Nothing but a stranger
But to me, you meant everything
This feeling is destructive, it is such a danger