Can God Change Hearts Poem by john raymond

How much do I really want God?
Do I desire Him enough to lose all things?
Whoever finds his life will lose it,
Whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
Do I want God like the bleeding woman?
If I just touch his clothes, I will be healed.'
Or like Jacob who's tenacity blessed him
The Man said, 'Let me go, for it is daybreak.'
Jacob said I will not let you go unless you bless me.'
But I do not want blessing like Jacob
Or jest a healing like the bleeding woman
I want my heart to burst from my chest
I'd be destroyed that my heart can break down
The gates of heaven into God's throne-room!
God's light could lay hands on my heart
Turn it from the sinful flesh to a Heart of Gold
So I could walk with God talk with God
Safe in the knowledge that I know his voice
My sheep listen to my voice; I know them,
they follow me. like I would die to self and sin
Seek first the kingdom of God all will be added
God is all i desire that my heart of Gold will not tire
To Love God with all my heart and soul
To love my neighbors as myself
To serve others and be an answer to prayer
Walking with God is walking in love
The Spirit would heal people around me
Because I search for God the healer not the healing!