Can'T Find Myself Poem by Talisha Hetrick

I am locked away,
In the center of my heart,
Or in the center of my soul.
No one can hear me,
Not one sound or peep.
Even if I shouted out loud,
As if I'm not audible.
No one can see me,
It's as if their oblivious, practically invisible,
I am not seen by the human eye.
I am a blur, to everything including myself.
Looking in the mirror I can't see myself,
I can only see words,
Words of what I've done wrong.
Words in an outline of myself.
I can't find myself,
Nor can I see inside me.
I act without thinking,
Have become someone else.
It's as if I'm drowning In the water,
Or wait...
Drowning in myself.