Can'T Stop Loving You. Poem by gabby ball

I can't stop loving you,
I can't forget about you,
I can't let what we did go,
I can't stop lying to myself.

I pretend to hate you,
I pretend to be happy,
I pretend you were nothing special,
I pretend i never loved you.

I love all the things you did,
I loved you, for who you were,
I loved how you didn't care what people thought,
I loved how you got on well with my family.

I hate it, that you hate me,
I hate it how, you left your mark,
I hate it, you will always be in my head,
I hate it how, we didn't wait,
And i hate it how you don't care that it was a big deal to me.