Can U Give Me A Solution? Poem by Ajmacia McQueen

I feel ashamed as Im carrying the mistake I made so carelessly
How do I explain the burdon that haunts me so to the people that love me so?
Depths of my denial that this will go away is deeper than it seems
hoping it never happened but it did.
Holding my stomach scared of the responsibility that grows inside
My mind can't grasp the reality
I never thought one night filled of pleasure can bring me a lifetime filled with tears and pain.
Im so young, Im so weak but this little person depends on me to be strong. How can I when fear is lerking around me.
So many choices, So little time to choose
My fear is over whelming me.Im scared
Im back up in a corner trapped from my own mind. Afraid to open the door.
Why and how is what I speak. Asking the questions when I know the answers.
Time is passing while Im laying here in my own pool of sorrow.
Im worried. Somebody tell me how can I raise another when I still need to grow? How?