I took it home with me
Dew drops in their beds
Soiled socks for my soles
The sight of tiny bald heads
I took it home with me
Underneath my sheets
The sight of tiny, bald heads
I took them to sleep
I woke and found it gone
The sighs of tiny, bald heads
Their raspy voices
Tubes too big for tinier veins
I woke and lost it
I never returned to the hallways
To the odorless rooms
To the beds heavy with grief
Not yet realized
I took myself home
From the carnage of life
And pushed it out
It left me momentarily
Then found me again
I knew its hallways
Long before I knew
I would cower in corners
And wail for you
I knew its smells
I knew the floors
I knew the nurses
I knew them all
I knew the clanging doors
I knew the sun setting
The beeps of monotony
Echoes of the west wing
There was no sliver now
No masked smiles
No bright-coloured toys
No pretension for a child
This time around
The beeps accompanied me
All the way into my dreams
I saw its monotony
I couldn't erase the moment
It seeped deep into my soul
That dreadful night when
The hospital followed me home
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