Caught In Between. Poem by Eman Awad

I know i said i'll never let go,
no matter what comes in between.
But forgive me for leaving you,
though you are my love and my dream.
I never thought that he will be,
such a good friend of yours.
I never felt him though he loves me,
as i'm in love with you of course.
Like any other girl i neglect,
whoever comes close and i don't feel.
Like any other girl i reject,
but when i came to you, it's all real.
I let him go thinking that it's through,
and i took my time with you to know how i felt.
By the time he became closer to you,
i heard that i'm not just and it's all my guilt.
And now i'm caught in between,
i can't reach you and i'm the one to blame.
You are sad like i've never seen,
and i can't love you any more or say your name.
He talkes about him and me,
thinking that i loved him but i never did.
He talkes and we aren't free,
to tell him that all of this must end.
I'm sorry but i knew,
that a good friend is better than any love.
He will be with you,
all the time and through every thing tough.
But i'll not do the same,
i can't come between two good friends.
I will never love you again,
says my heart but i know it pretends.
Some day you two,
will laugh all about that girl.
I'm sure i'll get over you,
getting out of this tiring whirl.
But i know deep inside me,
nothing wrong i did to hurt any one.
Non of us are meant to be,
and we shall find our own loved one...