Choices Poem by Marie muniz

Today i made a choice to take myself out from everything,
I chose to keep away and hide from everything and life,
I hold my thought deep in my head and hide them away,
Away for nobody to ever find out what i am feeling,
They say life is very valuable and to keep it, i choose not to,
Today of all days life hits me harder,
I thought twice of my choice and the dicision i've made,
I love life, but life is to hard...
and nodody said it was going to be easy,
But i try to hold in but i just seem to pour out,
I hold GOD tight and try to belive,
But all GOD wants me to do is to follow him in his direction,
So today i made a choice and i dont and cant take it back...